They have foreordained sultry way
And here for fortnight and a day
I couldn't loose the bitterness and grief inside me
I was rolling in the mist
Having you so close to me
Or having nothing for it

Please understand if
Nothing forces me to go on living
Please just forgive if
Nothing forces me to give up drinking
And some days will have to pass
To extinguish shame at last
To gain regenerating thrust

And don't know where I'm going
And don't know where will take me that way
I let my will fly higher
I'm heading on a new way
Into places which no thought can reach

With October
I shot myself in head
And there at my feet, and there on the floor
Lied cold dead, and prayed with silent
My drunk pathetic God
Whom I've been all nights calling

And now if nothing stops
Myself from laughing out and in
And now if I just cannot stop laughing right after I begin
You have no right you old drunkard fool to count on me that sin
And some days will have to pass
To extinguish scream at last
To gain regenerating thrust

Don't know which way I'm going
Don't know which way will take me farther
I let my will fly higher
I'm heading on a new way
Into places which no thought can reach

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'Zaprzepaszczone Siły Wielkiej Armii Świętych Znaków'
'Coma-Live - audio cd'