Before the dawn I woke up just to live
Between the stranger's blankets, stranger's dreams
And passion with desire bounds a valley of eternal darkness
My condemnation is the city's groan
I float between the layers of grey fog
Consciousness drown in liquor hiding
From myself in stuffy tavern

But God in consciousness's blast
Knows why I choke on disgust
Why is my mind made into slave by fear that's stronger and brave
And even once just like me
All lost the faith and belief
I run away from dreamy day
In realms of the darkness

The prophets sleep in puddles of their pukes
The poets die enslaved in words' colt tombs
The angels eat the sausage, stink of sweat
Don't give the fuck 'bout living
It's lost in hesitation of great towns
It's drowned in winds of stupid, trivial cause
The secret of just being in the silence
Or just simply being

They die, both power and hope
Grow craves and needs to do wrong
They mock the rest, those armed in hate
They win and sneer and detest
Above the roofs grows like shout
Confined the road to the stars
Gigantic shame and fear for silence
Light and airy

Even though I've lost myself
Even though I'm lost in gloom
Mixed the ashes with my blood
I will manage even though
Have to realize that even when
Everything is losing common sense
Find the realm where
Real belief will kill the dread

If that's supposed
To be I outside
Against all odds and crimps
I guess it's worth believing

Even though...